2017 + Commit

Written By @3130beloved

 👋🏼Ay!👋🏼

I know I've written a ton on my Instagram: @_jessicachow + Jammin' out on YouTube + Frolicking around Haiti + Posting all over @RealityCheckLA's Insta + This just in today, I'm officially @ClarisHealth 's social media manager too!

So Catch me over there beginning next week...  ➡️  but Guys!! 

I have NOT forgotten about my blog.

This was where it [[ ALL ]] began.

I do hope I successfully replied to all of your comments + questions about my faith + what I know about Jesus + the ways God is redirecting me + my deepest moments of surrender before the Lord + much more!  I can't tell you how [[ INCREDIBLY ]] honored I feel to be used for God's kingdom through praying with and for you guys through our Direct Messages on Insta, Youtube comments, Facebook messages, emails, etc!!

You're all SO BOLD for reaching out!!! Thank you.

I pray my words are only words of the Holy Spirit.

But, sincerely and seriously, thank you guys for allowing me to be a part of your life. 

For [[ 2017 ]]- I wrote this post on Instagram and I want to reiterate it, BOLD it, and COMMIT to it:

As 2016 closed, God's steadfast love continues enduring forever. He ain't done yet!!

Team Jesus + I are gearing up each week to drop new videos bi-weekly on YouTubes: 31:30BELOVED,  revealing Jesus's work within the entertainment industry (kicking it off w/my beautiful  @jessicahoffmanbeauty ) ! But for now ➡️ 
My [[ word ]] for 2 0 1 7 finally affirmed !!

💙✨C O M M I T✨💙

Let my YES be my YES, my NO be my NO, and everything else from the enemy.

I rebuke ALL uncertainty, confusion, fear, and laziness in Jesus name +

I COMMIT to my work & the ministries God has already moved me into for His glory +

I COMMIT to the relationships He calls me to build +

I COMMIT to His church (the people, not the building) +

I COMMIT to pursue ALL the ways He is making my path straight +

I COMMIT to entrusting my life to Him. +

I COMMIT to being His loyal bride +

I say YES to love +

I surrender all. +

I will go with you where you're leading us! 

✨Jesus is my savior, NOT my religion✨

THANK YOU, GUYS!!! Look out for my next YT video about Christian Dating & the difference between "Good Enough" vs. "God ordained" with Jessica Hoffman dropping Jan 16, 2017!!

AND☝🏼

A documentary of my trip to Haiti that I shot and edited myself dropping Monday, Jan 30th!! Stay tuned!

Blessings to you all!!

“ Come and hear, all you who fear God, and I will tell what he has done for my soul. I cried to him with my mouth, and high praise was on my tongue. If I had cherished iniquity in my heart, the Lord would not have listened. But truly God has listened; he has attended to the voice of my prayer. Blessed be God, because he has not rejected my prayer or removed his steadfast love from me! ”
— Psalms‬ ‭66‬: ‭16-20‬
“Let us think of ways to motivate one another to acts of love and good works. And let us not neglect our meeting together, as some people do, but encourage one another, especially now that the day of his return is drawing near.”
— Hebrews 10:24-25
@3130beloved

I’ve always hated these, “Bio” or “About me” sections— so awkward.

But… after living 25 years lost in my agnostic world chasing my own fame, glory, comfort and will I was brought to my end. After the death of my mom, ending the most manipulative & emotionally abusive relationship, a lifestyle of drug addiction, 2 abortions, and finding myself empty while standing in the middle of what the world says is “bliss”… I reached the end of myself and the beginning of seeing Jesus’ light beaming down on me.

I met His Holy Spirit for the first time at a Halloween rave called, “Day of the Dead.” To this day, I still think this is one of the darkest places to be on our planet. I raved and popped pills to numb my pain, to avoid my fears and to suppress my sadness. I was in the middle of bobbing my head and raising my arms to the electro house music blasting in my ears when images of skeletons came on the TV monitors and the weak spirit within me has a knee-jerk reaction to put my arms down. “Whoa! I don’t worship that!”, I thought. “Wait, what do I know about worship?” Now looking back, there God was! The beginning of my site for Him.

A year later, I followed my brother (his good looking friend) to church (@realityLA). I don’t remember the sermon but I heard God for the first time when worship began singing, “Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders. Let me walk upon the waters wherever you would call me.”

I LOST my mind.

It was an overwhelming & LAVISHINGGG upon me of, "Hi precious girl. I see you. I know you. I’ve been here. I know your pain. I know your loss. I know you are lost. I know you’re angry, specifically with me because you lost your mom and you think your life is unredeemable but my beloved, I’ve been coming after you because you are mine.” I cried the hardest I’d ever cried in my life because my entire being just knew… This. Is. God. This. Is. The. Master. Of. The. Universe— and He wants me? Broken, selfish, ugly me?

I soon followed this good looking friend of my brothers to a community group. There is where I met the love of God through His people as they accepted me, fed me, welcomed me, and took me in as family despite my lifestyle that rebelled against everything they believed. One year later, I said, “Fine. I’ll follow until you fail just like everything else has.” Well… He hasn’t failed nor broken any promise yet. ;) My choice to accept Jesus as my Lord, savior and new identity has brought me more freedom than I could have ever fathomed. I didn’t know what I was living for or aiming at but God truly lit up every shadow, broke down every wall, shattered every lie and came after me.

Salvation belongs to the Lord.

As the world kicks and screams trying to shout their way to justice, peace and unity on their own terms right now, may the roots of our identity in Christ grow deeper each day together as one body; as one family.

“Blessed is the man who walks not in the counsel of the wicked,
nor stands in the way of sinners, nor sits in the seat of scoffers;

but his delight is in the law of the Lord,
and on his law he meditates day and night.

He is like a tree planted by streams of water
that yields its fruit in its season, and its leaf does not wither.
In all that he does, he prospers.

The wicked are not so,
but are like chaff that the wind drives away.

Therefore the wicked will not stand in the judgment,
nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous;
for the Lord knows the way of the righteous,
but the way of the wicked will perish.”

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